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Tuesday, January 20th, 2009
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1:27 pm - Cowboy Bebop
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So they're making a live Cowboy Bebop movie....and Keanu Reeves is going to be spike...i think i just died a little inside
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| Tuesday, November 4th, 2008
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11:03 pm
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| Sunday, October 19th, 2008
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1:21 am
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| Wednesday, August 27th, 2008
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1:26 pm - meme i stole from angela
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My name:
Who is the love of my life:
Where did we meet:
Take a stab at my middle name:
How long have you known me:
When is the last time that we saw each other:
Do I smoke:
Do I drink:
When is my birthday:
What was your first impression of upon meeting me:
Do I have any siblings:
What's one of my favorite things to do:
Am I funny:
What's my favorite type of music:
What is the best feature about me:
Am I shy or outgoing:
Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules:
Do I have any special talents:
Would you consider me a friend/good friend:
Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what):
What is a memory we have once had:
Have you ever hugged me:
Do you miss me...do you think i miss you:
What is my favorite food:
Are we friends:
Will you repost this so I can do it for you:
i want to see how well people kno me i guess lol
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| Tuesday, July 22nd, 2008
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1:06 am - Because nothing is better for a metaphor than fire
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I used to be an unlit match stick, in my simple design I held so much potential. You struck me alive against your hand with your first kiss.
As a young lit match, I yearned to grow. The small flicker that was my existence was fragile but ambitious. You built a pit of dry leaves, twigs, logs and gasoline. Amongst those things were a few unspoken promises and unknown desires.
With mindful hands, you led me to the pit you made for me and let me loose. I soon became a full blown flame, surging with power and eagerness.
But instead of you staying with me as I grew, you took a step back. You left me raging and ubrideled, with no sense of restriction. When you should have stayed to teach me restraint, to keep me in the bounds of the pit, you backed away in awe of the natural disaster you let loose.
And a disaster I am becoming. With your back turned, you will never see the wildfire that I will become and you will never hear the destruction that I will do.
[only you can prevent out of control passion]
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| Saturday, May 31st, 2008
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11:19 pm - CoN: Prince Caspian
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so i saw Prince Caspian today, and it was pretty good. Caspian and Peter are sooooo fucking hot, like whoa haha
admittedly, i want to read the books to find out what happens cause i kno it will be another few years before the next movie comes out and the stories are interesting enough. so, if there is anyone who owns the books and is willing to lend them to me then that would be awesome. also, if they happen to suck hardcore then tell me lol.
PS whoever i havent hung out with...we need to hang out! lol
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| Sunday, March 23rd, 2008
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4:31 pm - AB08
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So Anime Boston this year was pretty damn good, not as good at the year Steven J Blum was there, but definately enjoyable. The cosplay was...eh, not as bad as last year tho. My costume came together decently, my shoes like totally destroyed my feet lulz. I got recognized by about 10 people, which is pretty good. When i was youzen...god...4 years ago? no one recognized me so im satisfied hahaha. Me and Hope decided that this year was "the year of amazing props" cause while the costumes may have sucked, the props and weapons were very well crafted.
Nate's costumes were good, just terribly overdone by all the fucking narutards and bleach fags -_-. his friend brandie came up and she was really cool, a little quiet but she opened up after a while. she's like a total hot guy magnet, it was nuts! lol i had a great time with them and hope.
The Masquerade was tons better than last year...last year was just horrible lol. there were some really impressive cosplay (Blinky Cante! and amazing Link group!!) and some really funny skits (Fatal Frame 2 zombies, The Weakest Link, and the fucking Duck Hunt Ninjas!! <3) I had a lot of fun. The AMV winners were really good too, especially the Winners for Romance and i think it was action...? Which was an Ouran Highschool one and an FFVII Advent Children one to the Ghostbusters theme. it was indeed hilarious!
overall, a great weekend (except for the no sleep thing...ugh) ^__^
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| Tuesday, January 1st, 2008
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9:17 pm
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| Tuesday, December 18th, 2007
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12:40 am
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He was laying next to me in the dark, and it was almost too muted to see his expression. His eyes were closed and for a moment I thought he was asleep. The conversation that had ended only minutes ago had brought tears to my eyes. He was so unsure, his uncertainty tearing me apart. I cried silently as he spoke to me the words I knew he would say. I felt all my questions had been answered, that in his uncertainty there was conclusion. It wouldn't work, he doesn't know how he feels, there are so many others, there is work, there is school, there is distance, there is...uncertainty. I took my rejection well, not bothering with follow up, just laying next to him trying to fall asleep and forget I ever felt anything for him. He started touching me, he's always affectionate, and I was hurt, so I assumed it was to comfort me. His hand circled my face gently, fingers gliding across my cheek and lips tenderly. It didn't feel like comfort, there was meaning to those touches. My heart beat in my chest, hope swelling to the point of bursting out of my body. Finally, he took my chin in his fingers and gently guided my head back so that he could kiss me. And we did, and all I could think I was "I swear to god if he's only doing this cause he's half awake, i'm gonna kill him" and in the very very back of my mind I said "please let this be more than just a kiss". He was so...sweet. It was tender and full of quiet, non urgent desire. After a few minutes we broke apart and he said "I haven't felt this tingling in my heart for a long time..." He gave me a meaningful look, then kissed me again. I spent the night in his arms, and while I had slept with him in the same bed before that night, it just wasnt the same. We stayed up til 9 in the morning just being close.
When we were about to fall asleep, i asked him quietly "how did this happen?" He sat up a little and looked me right in the eyes and said "After I finished talking to you, there was this feeling at the bottom of my stomach that just traveled up until I was kissing. I asked myself why i was so afraid, and couldn't find the answer"
I don't know what we are now, There is something there, but it is virtually unpersueable. I want to enjoy it while it lasts, knowing what it's like to be treated right, to be cared for by the most amazing person alive. It will be gone soon, so I have to get as much in there as possible
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| Sunday, December 2nd, 2007
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2:10 pm
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| Monday, November 12th, 2007
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6:40 pm
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two opportunities to cure my loneliness have just slipped by in a matter of a day, and the third i'm on the brink of giving up on. I think im gonna ask my psychiatrist to up my meds so i dont have to feel anymore.
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| Wednesday, October 17th, 2007
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12:44 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 4
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Title: The Honeymooners- Chapter 4
Series: KKM
Pairing: Yuuram
Rating: R
Warnings: yaoi, cursing, Speedos, and angst...so much stupid angst
Summary: "Do I act like a whore?" thats all you need to kno lol
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12:33 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 24
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12:31 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 23
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Title: The Honeymooners
Series: KKM
Rating: NC-17
Pairing: Yuuram
Warnings: yaoi, lemon, sex, anal, cursing, all that jazz
Summary: dude...of course they need to have end of vacation sex. who do you think i am? lol
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12:30 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 22
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Title: The Honeymooners- Chapter 22
Series: KKM
Pairings: Yuuram, YamaRui
Warnings: cursing, yaoi, not much else in this chapter
Rating: R
Summary: Our boys bid farewell to their gay mentors :(
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12:29 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 21
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Title: The Honeymooners- Chapter 21
Series: KKM
Pairings: Yuuram, Yamarui
Rating: R
Warnings: yaoi, angst-ish..., cursing
Summary: I pretty much love Yamato so much haha
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12:28 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 20
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Title: The Honeymooners- Chapter 20
Series: KKM
Rating: R
Pairings: Yuuram, OC x OC
Warnings: yaoi, cursing, evil technology! roar!
Summary: Wolfram + camera = DISASTER!
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12:27 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 19
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Title: The Honeymooners
Series: KKM
Rating: R
Pairings: Yuuram, OC x OC
Warnings: yaoi, angst, cursing...yup
Summary: Some confessions are made as our older companions prove to be smarter than they appear.
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12:25 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 18
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Title: The Honeymooners
Series: KKM
Rating: R
Pairing: Yuuram, OC x OC
Warnings: cursing, yaoi, not much else this chapter
Summary: Wolfram doesn't like this kind of peasant food lol
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12:24 am - The Honeymooners- Chapter 17
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Title: The Honeymooners- Chapter 17
Series: KKM
Rating: NC-17
Warnings: yaoi, oral, angst, cursing
Summary: Apology sex rocks my socks lol
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